The Great Pretender

I always thought by this point in my life I’d have my sh*t together. Boy was I wrong!

All through school they try to have you focus on what you want to be when you grow up. You need to know by the end of high school what career path you should take. I’m 31 and I still don’t know what I want to be when I grow up.

My only goal as a child: Be a mom! Done. I never really had much of a plan past that.  I still don’t. Now I have a year or so to decide. But I can’t seem to figure out what the heck I actually want to do with my life. What kind of job do I want to have? What will make me over all happy?

Don’t get me wrong I have tons of idea’s and side projects ideas I’d like to try and work on. None of which would give me a career.

I’m a great brain stormer! Give me an idea you are working on and I can help you come up with ideas, lot of exciting ideas.  Can I get a job as a brain stormer? Is there such a thing. I would love it! Just sitting around all day having people come to me and me helping them make their idea better.

I’m great at lifting people up and giving pep talks. You are feeling down and low? Great! Come to me and I’ll help remind you how great you are! Is there a job for a self esteem builder?

Right now I’m on a quest to find something that can make me money and happy both at the same time! Imagine that? I think it’s everyone’s goal in life. To find a job you love so it never feels like work. I just don’t know what that is going to be, or what it is going to take.  Though I am pretty sure I’m not the only one going through life with the uncertainty of what they want to be or where they want to go in life.

For now I’ll keep pretending I have my sh*t together. What’s that saying? Fake it til you make it! Ya! That’s what I’ll do until I figure it out!

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